wutheringworlds:(via funeral)
sunstroke: contracted at the zoo
apoplectic in dust swirled,
downy sun’s heated curls, collapsing
head to chest and
descending, fretted and ruinous, sweat forged
stairwell,
your mouth gulped deep against its
tendered youth.
pulled tight with sheets to lie
in practiced coffin pose,
heaved with hurried disinterest against
white spacked walls,
your arms snatched air and breathed
hard breaths toward
fawn scritched rotwood.
oh churned,
battered fuck-up, gutted
wide in natural light,
soft glow breaks motes of flaked
bark and
showers cinched shut eyes.
"okay, that works. first i’m going to smoke a bowl and watch paranormal state."
— i told sam to check up on me during my poetry storm and this is the response i get. it’s six in the morning. sam rules.
5:40 am
i dunno. i kinda feel a xanga entry coming on, only on my tumblr. dag, xanga where’d you go? i stayed up all nite OOPSMABAD and got so much down that i feel like i have more energy than when i started this lame shit. some of yall tumblrdenizens were spoken to. discussions involved music, my monolithic 15 page manifesto of the self i need to write for creative writing (I MEAN i love it but i cannot even start this because WHERE DO I START i was given some good ideas though so i’ll pull through), my last two years of spiraling emotional torture, and amphetamines and their effects on my sleeping schedule CASE IN POINT YALL. as of right now, talking to an english person on omegle, they congratulated me on getting things done. feels good man.
SWEATERKID
i figure you probably like early emo/hardcore with rites of spring lyrics and all that. you like “i hate myself”??? I DO.
also, talk about music w/ me if you want or if you are still awake. aim- nightripping
(10:11:50 PM) nightripping: so true
(10:12:03 PM) nightripping: one time
(10:12:08 PM) nightripping: when i lived alone
(10:12:11 PM) nightripping: what women want was on
(10:12:14 PM) nightripping: and i was really high
(10:12:28 PM) nightripping: and i jerked off with i can’t believe it’s not butter for almost the whole movie
(10:12:36 PM) werebearoutof10: what in the fuck
(10:12:49 PM) nightripping: i was crushin on mel gibson at the time
My Top 5 Artists (Week Ending 2009-12-6)
- Chokebore (279)
- Thinking Fellers Union Local 282 (23)
- Team Teamwork (21)
- Prozac Memory (14)
- I Hate Myself (13)
Imported from Last.fm Tumblr by JoeLaz
i really am not lying when i say i can’t stop watching this
